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tired

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hais, what will become of the household..

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hmmmmm...

finally know, i needed to grow?

>.O

bleahh

rawr!

It will be monday in another 20 mins, lols

Realise once school starts meanssss, kinda not much more time le, the feeling isn't very nice.

My blog have become so negative, feeding it with all my negative thoughts... making it seems to be ejecting this negative aura. Lol.

Funnny me.

But, is true too, keeping thinking of alll the emo stuff will just drag my feelings down,

all i really need wil be some plannings!! =), really can't wait to reallly finding time and meeting close friends...

mer,so sorry, end up we didn't get to talk too X,O

hueichin! stand up and go for it!!

subtleties

Just don't like the way things are going now.

Thought everything would be back to normal,selfishy just want everything to go your way, i need my space too.

Redanduntto be upsetabout all this, nothing will ever change,just have to bare with it. Start to dislike the feelings at home. Now and then is just so different, how i wish one year ago nothing happen, and i can live my life as per normal.

If only i am able to choose, i opt out, out of all this rubbish.

Studies would be the most important thing now. I just want to do my best! Hopefully, this would get me out of all this. Schools startng tomorrow. It would be a busy week, kinda cool, kinda keep me from going home early. Kinda gives me a source of escape...

Cover my eyes and tell me all this is over, but there is no way time can run backwards.

fairy tale

it is just like, a fairy tale.
my new blogsog.

fergie - finally

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

emo kid

It is difficult to decipher your own feelings time to time too.

I've met mich darling today, we talked, heart to heart =p, it always about family.

So tired.

mommy mommy, do understand my feelings now? how can i make you understand. It is just so difficult communicating nowadays. I just want to sit quietly at a corner and stay out of troubles... why wouldn't you let me.

all this makes me just want to disappear from your life, maybe you will feel better, since i bring so much trouble for you.

"Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed"

I dunno what else to feel, i think... frankly and truthfully to myself... i really feel like crying..

mummy you don't understand how much i love you, and how much i dont want you to feel this way, it hurts me too...

your subtleties... really drives me crazy.

It is all just about relationships.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

big girls don't cry

"Big Girls Don't Cry"
-fergie

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

bleah

BLERK,

I'm getting so lazy to blog, hahas, have pictures,butjust feeling so lazy to post them. Cause have to resize them first!

bllerrrk, iamalazypig.

SO tired, endurance is tough to have ! >.O

i change the song, this is a really nice song. :)

Tmr going with jojo and nobo buy present,hopefully could see joreen too! , shall resize some photos and just let pictures do the talking ^^

I am offficallly BROKE too, SADDDED bleh.

WENT out with honeyh and met my old mates! sherlyn and michelle! ;)

AND,we rape the poooor bear XD

mugging

oooh, I think i am really feeling the stress of exams!

I think gonna mug til late? @.@

EEEKK SCREAMS*

but, dun feel like studying, actually i just left with the formulas, and revise of the graphs. LOL

production and cost.

Feeel like sitting here and stone and listen songs and so on...

hhahhas, eeks!

*i'll keep you my dirty little secret

Gavin know me so well, eek >.<

blehh!

muggging la!

*.*

"pretty blooms, i have fallen in your pretty red petals"

music; nelly furtado: all good things comes to an ends.

Time-TABLE

ARHHHH

Why no one want to buy that prettty skirtT___T It is un-used conidition!!!! =D

LOL. After posting that entry, iwas damn lazy to post another entires XD

I am still damn confuse with my june's shedule

JUNE 2007!

4th mon - econs paper
5th tus - NSS paper
6th wed - Bstats paper/ training(gym)
7,8,-FREEE
9 sat - training
10,SUNDAY - work =s
11th mon - (very cork up) work or with chingching???
12th tues - * dunno *
13th wed- training (gym)
14, 15, 16 - Ambassador training camp
17th - think got work
18th - think got work
19th - freee
20th wed - training (gym)
21st - work i think
22nd - freee
23rd - TRAINING
24th sun- maybe work ( also end of term break)

the restttt i dunno le, SEE MY BREAK! jitao no time

MET ah Mathew korkor Yesterday, CRAPaLOT la! HAHas, HE is still the sammmmeeee hahas, BIMBO~

=x

Talked about the cheerleading time la! So fun, ~.~ =D

I fellll inlove with cotton candies!! =D

I LOVE ROSES! hhhaahas, Pretty BLOOMS

Pictures*

PRETTY BLOOMS!

COTTON CAANNNDDIIEESSS ;D

STAR STAR, by mer!!

Arhhhh,neeed to go prepare and go library study le!

byyeeeee

Hollister Skirt For Sale!

I am selling this Hollister skirt.

It is definatly REAL, cause bought it off the hollister website itself. BUT, sadly i got two sizes too big so have to sell it,

here is the link for the skirt from the website *click here*

PICTURES~

This is how it looks off the website :)

This skirt is a Size 3! should be alright for a topshop size 10 to 12

WAIST: 25- 26 HIPS: 35-36
(the measurements is trustable, the skirt is a hipster.)

ONCE SOLD no refund.

This skirt is BRAND NEW, the tag is still intact, NEVER BEEN WORN BEFORE! But cause it is open from the bag,i am still selling below the original price.

Selling at 48 (price is negociable) but $48 sing is quite reasonable for this skirt already. ( i got it for way more then 48 @.@)

If you are interested, do email me at hi_huei_chin@hotmail.com
DO leave a tag to said you emailed me^^

P.S: Meetups is alright, so can save on your postage too, posting is fine with me too. THANKS! :)

endurance!

Finally! I am back here blogging! I have been damn lazy to blog la, also no time XD

This week was quite hectic too , cause papers is just round the corner, i have 6 modules, IS doesn't have CT, so that cancels out one paper, Bcomm doesn't have too, so that is one out, left networking and cip and bstats and ECONS !

Networking and CIP is connected, all the servers and things.. Seriously, A LOT of read ups and eating of text books to do, DIE, really doesn't have any faith in myself! Plus, i aiming for 3.5gpa, but i think if i could get a 3, it would be damn good X.x , NO! cannnothave this mindset *3.5*chants 3.5, 3.5!!!!!!

X.x, I really need to practise my bstats a lot, if not, sure cant do the paper, hais i really damn scared leh! $%^$#%$%# lol, but all talk no action is useless too! gonna study really hard!

Last sunday met wini for lunch during work! Damnn cooool la!We ate damn a lot! Two person and we ordered about7 dished! damn scaryla!hahhas plus is two girls leh kekkes, TWO HUNGRY ghost! lol

Rowing was damn fun! I decided to really commit! no matter how taxing and physically and mentally challenging it is!

Yesterday was gym day , went to yio chu kang for training, before that was suppose to go back to STC, but yuki decided to sleep and i decided i am way too lazy to go back, so decided to meet my sister earlier and do some shopping!

I need to get a new pair of runnning shoes the running lab at Funan The IT MAll is fantasic! I got a new pair of Acsics running shoe, and another discovery, my right ankle is realy injured for long, because the person checked my feet and realise my right ankle's arch have collsape X.x Wondering should i go get it checked...

The trainng was damn coool la, done three rounds my stamina sucks! sob, really need to jiayou! hais X.x then do weight at gym hahas >.< i must jiayou jiayou hais >
eek! i think i will get fat! lol SHIIITT lol

FOOOOODS!

SEE! die sure fat!!!!!!

X.x

PS: i must work hard,FIRST PAPER THIS SAT! ZOMG

accomplished!

@ 24th MAY!

YAY!, SCH WAS GREAT! The NSS presntation was updside down, inside out!! CutSHORT: it sucks la!

LOL! hmmm,no pictures for the day, sad.

I manage to FINALLY FINISH the CIP stupip photo assignment shit! lol! Done it with Tricia, hahas.

On the way home, suddenly feel like really go running, then msged my sis =x, OFCOURSE she gladly went to run with me! yay!.hahas,I am feeling flabby and unhealthy! The feeeling is DAMN digusting, i have not been training for 1 year plus!! at least about 1 year few months ago i still got go cheerleading,i still got TRAAIINNN! NOW? i am just a pile of flabbs NOOOOO!

WE went to the stadium about 7 plus! Once in,we stretch and do a 2.4, i am damn scared la! 6 rounds round the track!!! it have beeen LAST YEAR's apirl? since i lastran la! my staminais like !!! therefore, i keep conserving energy infront=x BUT i manage to run at a constant speed and last the entire 2.4 and not walk!

But the feeling of completing the whole 2.4 course is really fantastic! but my regret was my last 100m sprint was like SAI la. LOL. Then jogged a bit more and went to do long jump.HOOOOOT, long jump is fantastic la, i LOVE long jump, the feeling when you jump is damn nice!

MISSSS it so much!

I REALLY want to go back to sport=/ gonna join my sister's dragonboat team... but, there is still other concerns.. nvm, I NEEED TO COMMIT!! lalala.

HHHHOOPPPPEEEE nono, iMUST tahan!!

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TODAY!

Feel like going for another round of 2.4 .. Feel like running and sweating it out, kinda scared tmr i won't survive! omg, must jiayou!!!!

SIAN.

Commonn test is coming, dunno can manage ma,i wants a 3.5gpa. And, that means i really have to work for it! booo

what else.

OH,

I want to target myself to go running everyweek! and want to really improve my stamina! It is time to get black man! SO much things i want to do. Plus, i still gonnna work. Some exams dates isout for some modules, HAVE TO STUDY LA!

TOOOOK lots of pictures today, i wil up load later XD

-> gooonnnna watch PoTC3 later with josjos and noba.

I HATE FLABS!

LALALA.

PICTURES!

I have somemore pics! but here iimit to ten i think =(

FUNS!

POOL DAY!

HEYS!

Hmm! MaybeiI should on a more formal tone?XD But, that would sound all depress and grumpy! Hmmm!

Exams is in two weeks time! Think everyone is just feeling the pinchh of common test! Though it is COMMON TEST, it still have a weightage , e.g. econs have a 20% weightage in finals! A LOT LEH!

TT01! ONE FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE!!

We NAUGHTY boys and girls PON CIP lect LOL!

We pon and when beauty WORLD! Hahhas, it was raining la! Damnn funnny, hahaas,being the indecisive branchs, we couldn't figure what to eat! AGAIN! lol. In the end, walked to SIM, couldn't get any seats! hahas, end up on 184 to beautyworld! WE ATE at the hawker, DAMN FUN LA! The debate of MCPs and stringy guys are on, AND as usual, when we girls , we resort to small violences, so demure! kekes.

End up in century, THE entire match was damnn funnnny! IT was a knockout match, SADLY (notsosadly) our bossboss KOed at the first round to NUM! ( our MVP!!) AHAAHHHAS. And following rounds were damn funny, with sean and guanming challenging our MVP! And, due to sommee internal injuries of a flyingwhiteball ( snickers) Our MVP KOed.

GUANGMINGistheNEW MVP! lols

SOME CANDIDS!

FAILED pic turns out nice LOLS

CANDID!

NUM in ACTION! lols

BSTATS is a CRAZY subject! Notto mention i dislike maths, EEEK! hahhas SEE MY TABLE during BSTATS! soooomessy

I MISS A LOT OF PEOPLE!!

Hmm,if only you are nt sad! LOL... HMMM!

STAY HAPPPY CHEERRY!
YAYYS

swing swing

YAY!

HELLLO!

Hah, this is damn weird! Fancy saying hello in your own blog!!! LOL

Today is 21st! And iam super sway, so sway till i am damn sad la!!

Example of swayness:

idropped my laptop!
strain myself with chocolates!
got chocolate onto my beloved crumpler!!
pourwater onto myself

I am sooo soooo sad la! Just kept whiningi want to go home, even sweared i am gonna stay at home for all 21st!

That stupid pikchu and bossboss kept laughing and laughingla! so mean!

Then mer to the resue! hhahaas, he said fold a star and put in my pocket and it would be a lucky charm from him! YAY so nice, BET FRIENDS! LOL

Lucky star!

Hahahas. LAST NIGHT!

josjos says burn the pile of letters, and i said!

" COULDN'T BARE LA!"

LALLLALAAs

I like The All Amerian Rejects! I love their songs!!!YAY

"do you know what it is like? To be alone!...

can you help me find a way to carry...~ "

LALALA

I am gonna stay CHEERY and SMILEYY

ponders

I think to many regrets just makes you a dull person, everyday thinking of the regrets,slowly becoming bitter overit.. Will no longer be happy,and willbecome s dull, lifless. boring, dead.

Damn funny,i think today's conversation with wini was damn meaningful.
We concluded,we can only give and take, but i sooo want to take and take

XD

We were saying, as a person enters another part of life, things change, and we matures more, because of the experiences.. I guess it is right, i believe i changed a lottoo...

I am really trying to make up that one year time lag, and make more friends too.. hahas

I guess, if you dont live each segment of your life happily, you will just end up regreting, which i don't want!!! regret make me depress for one nigh, that is like! A LOT!

SO many thingsi wan to do!

- point to take not!!

- plan the days for next week work ( think i work sun only=x)
-plan time to meet my best friends!
- drag mer out for tea
- JIAYOU in getting rid of the a year time lag
- DO NOT REGRET!
- STUDY DAMN HARD! ( econs and cat's exams timing is out!!1)
- plan my june timetable!!
- meet a lot of ppl!!!

YAY, i can't recall what else to do . LOL ..

FINALLLY

BE HHAPPPPYYY