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hais, what will become of the household..


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hmmmmm...

finally know, i needed to grow?


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rawr!

It will be monday in another 20 mins, lols

Realise once school starts meanssss, kinda not much more time le, the feeling isn't very nice.

My blog have become so negative, feeding it with all my negative thoughts... making it seems to be ejecting this negative aura. Lol.

Funnny me.

But, is true too, keeping thinking of alll the emo stuff will just drag my feelings down,

all i really need wil be some plannings!! =), really can't wait to reallly finding time and meeting close friends...

mer,so sorry, end up we didn't get to talk too X,O


hueichin! stand up and go for it!!

Just don't like the way things are going now.

Thought everything would be back to normal,selfishy just want everything to go your way, i need my space too.

Redanduntto be upsetabout all this, nothing will ever change,just have to bare with it. Start to dislike the feelings at home. Now and then is just so different, how i wish one year ago nothing happen, and i can live my life as per normal.

If only i am able to choose, i opt out, out of all this rubbish.

Studies would be the most important thing now. I just want to do my best! Hopefully, this would get me out of all this. Schools startng tomorrow. It would be a busy week, kinda cool, kinda keep me from going home early. Kinda gives me a source of escape...



Cover my eyes and tell me all this is over, but there is no way time can run backwards.

it is just like, a fairy tale.
my new blogsog.


fergie - finally

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally


I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

It is difficult to decipher your own feelings time to time too.

I've met mich darling today, we talked, heart to heart =p, it always about family.

So tired.

mommy mommy, do understand my feelings now? how can i make you understand. It is just so difficult communicating nowadays. I just want to sit quietly at a corner and stay out of troubles... why wouldn't you let me.

all this makes me just want to disappear from your life, maybe you will feel better, since i bring so much trouble for you.

"Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed"

I dunno what else to feel, i think... frankly and truthfully to myself... i really feel like crying..

mummy you don't understand how much i love you, and how much i dont want you to feel this way, it hurts me too...

your subtleties... really drives me crazy.

It is all just about relationships.